Oops! I Forgot to Eat (Again)

Does anyone take Adderall and forget to eat or just not have any desire to eat? Like, I’ll be sitting on the couch or doing my house-wifely duties and I’ll be HUNGRY but when I go to eat I’m all like “meh, nothing interesting.” I have to keep the house stocked with food that a 5 year old could prepare because that’s my attention span when it comes to food during the day.

When dinner rolls around, most days I’m like “let’s prepare something wonderful” because I enjoy cooking … for my husband … and my son who will eat anything … not my daughter though because she’s hella picky. But, when I have to prep food for the kids and I – we all end up eating like, well, like kids.

Today was one of those days – I made PB&J for the kids and I didn’t make myself anything because I just didn’t think about it. Then, a couple hours later when I was STARVING – I finally grabbed some tuna from yesterday and some crackers. All good now.

On Keeping it Together

I’ve realized (yet again) that I cannot keep up with the pace that I’ve set for my life. I can’t do everything which in turn makes me not want to do anything. I took a Zoloft this morning due to the fact that I felt the need to strangle someone (anyone) and remembered that I hadn’t taken any for the past couple days. I also keep forgetting to take my Adderall which makes me not able to keep any focus. Today alone I’ve jumped from five different things in the span of ten minutes. I don’t think any of it actually got finished either.

I hate not being able to function. It makes me sad, it makes me angry too. Most of all it makes me useless (as several of my friends and clients could tell you). Will someone PLEASE get me organized? I need help … and I need $$$ so I really need to get on the ball.