I know, I know … all of you are like GOSH girl – do you ever talk about anything but your fat butt and your acne?? Well, okay … so, no I don’t. But – it’s a big issue around these parts (being, the land of Christine y’know). However, I am happy to report two items: 1) Biggest Loser is on and I’ve got it DVRing and 2) I’ve been using a mineral makeup that actually works! So, my self esteem is going up a little more because well, the people on the show are much bigger than me (bad Christine!) but – they MOTIVATE ME to get off my ass! I always seem to lose weight while the season is running. I just wish sometimes that Jillian were here to yell at me personally. I can pretend though right?
The other thing is the makeup. I’ve realized that my “happy pills” aren’t damn working right and any and every scab I find I pick (yes, gross – but I’m all for disclosure here). I guess it’s a nervous tick. But, when I have makeup on I tend to pick less – I don’t know why. I actually think I look okay when I’ve got my contacts slapped into my eyeballs and makeup on. Call me “high maintenance” but it helps.
Do you have depression and/or anxiety? Think about some “ticks” that you might have and please share them with me. You can leave it in a comment or even send me an email. I won’t share it if you don’t want me to, okay? Also – PLEASE let me know of where I can find more information on “happy pills” – I currently take Zoloft and have taken Cymbalta in the past. Took myself off Cymbalta when I got pregnant and I hope to get pregnant again soon so I don’t want to go back onto it (although it WORKED). Thanks everyone!